Caught in a Labyrinth

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What is this mystery called love?
Patience of the soul?
Fickle-mindedness of the heart?
Buona fortuna of the naked skin?

What is love, for that matter, but a labyrinth of sensations.
A labyrinth, I say, of questions, and more.

And what is a labyrinth?
Besides love?
A maze passing through in no particular direction.
A compass without a point.

Ancient disciples believed a labyrinth
Was the path the dead walked down
To the world of the spirits.

Ancient mariners thought a labyrinth
Was the doldrums where seaman lost their way
Shipped their oars
Gave up going to anywhere
To arrive at wondrous isles.

Ancient mystics – yea, not so ancient – taught
That our native world is a labyrinth unto itself
Conceived of unsolvable problems
Where meaning lies not in solution, but in the effect.
Where every action of our lives, even love, is a self-enclosing process.

My father’s great unsolvable problem
In forty-five years of life
Was how to love a wife and mother
He had to leave behind at death.

Day after day, day after day,
We stuck, nor breath nor motion;
As idle as a painted ship
Upon a painted ocean.

Water, water, every where,
And all the boards did shrink;
Water, water, every where,
Nor any drop to drink.

Samuel Taylor Coleridge, The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

Love is a labyrinth
You must escape
To behold
Must cease to possess to possess
Even of a father who died young.

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